My Mistake

So here was my mistake,

You took my hand and promised me
you will break me everyday.
But I saw the way you looked at me,
I had my little faith.
You crushed me to your chest one day
And on the other, you crushed me to pieces.

Part by part you tore me apart
Until I was shredded to little chunks
of what looked like my broken heart.

You punished me so hard, for what?
For loving you insanely?

I guess I should have paid attention to those deafening screams of my wounded heart.
Only if I didn't believe in what looked like utmost love in your eyes,
I could have been getting a sound sleep every night.

And no darling I won't love a wrong, not again.
Cause eyes can lie, I know now.
And faith can lose it's faith in love just because I ignored the flaws
And called it "home"
When I knew it was a pothole of misery, griefs and false hopes.

-Roy